okay . have been feeling rather crappy this week . just wasn't feeling great . was kinda like , siian , dunno what to do . like very pek chek . seems like wanna explode . its like , you wanna do his yet you dont want . you wanna go somewhere and yet you dont feel like . dont have the mood for homework, studies . not even games or playing ball . what the hell is happening ? zz . i lose my cool easily, and that is so not good . it's gonna start affecting people around me and that i what i hate the most . argh . god damn it . why cant i be what i used to be ? im so left out . stranded , nothing to save me . im gonna be like that .. figured that out yah ? finally woken up to that cold hard truth .



~reality hurts