how exciting . tmr's my geog paper . guess what? i barely flipped through the book . i cant remember anything much . sigh . im screwed .

yeah . i saw PEIXIAN and gang today . forced to post that . zz . waste of time .

hmm . i figured out im not gonna make it for FYE . i will not have enough time for revision . guess im gonna retain . zzz . cya .

sigh~ i dont know how and where to start .


all alone .


shoo off .


stop reading this ...




~lifesucks .

things are not getting better . revision not even near completion and more things emerged . man this sucks .

sigh , im damn pathetic . god, just shoot me down .

can someone please guide me ? help me ? teach me ? instead of preparing to score well for the exams , i think im preparing to fail . sigh . i need help . to top it all . im getting emo and all . zzzz .



~screwed..

i aint in a good mood . i aint telling why . sigh . this sucks . i guess i should not have thought it's gonna be the same as before . everything's changed . everyone's changed . dont be such a fool ignatius . move on!!! sigh ..


im definitely not gonna make it for my final year exams . oh god bless .. zzzzzzzzz

aight . i can get to sleep and im not in a good mood . sigh~ been thinking alot .. everything's really changing ..


all the best to everyone out there ...


the first neoprint i ever took . sigh~ reminiscingthose days.. it'll never be back . take care guys ..


not to forget jackson . although he aint that sociable kind of guy, he's a real great buddy . i'll never forget him .



best buddies . lol . we've beentaking part in aquathalon since sec 1 and 2 . but stopped at sec 3 . remember those days ?

everything's going too fast . i just can keep up with that speed . save me please . im not gonna make it for final year exams . seriously . sigh~ im gonna retain . i need help here ? can someone teach and guide me please ? someone who can clear my doubts, go through revision with me and can explain to me everything i need to know .

chem's killing me . my teacher aint doing anything bout it . bio lessons getting boring cause of the change of teacher . i've never been good a emaths right from the start . my standard of english is dropping . chinese always been a killer . amaths still fine but im starting to forget about what i've learn . SS + Lit , since when have i even paid attention . geog , it just doesnt seem to go well for me anymore . sigh .

the pace just too fast . im laggin behind . someone , anyone , please save me . put me back to that race . i dont wanna lag behind any longer . i need to catch up fast .

putting that aside , i just recovered . well , not fully but so-so . sigh . im going bonkers . help ? hmm . studies one thing . other things, i dont know how to say . sigh . everything's wrong for me . im failing as a whole . darn . retribution for something i did wrong?

oh and btw , ' High School Musical ' is a nice show .



~everything's changing . it aint the same ....

aight . im down with fever, flu , sore throat and cough . started this morning and its not making any progress . great . just when FYE is just round the corner . what perfect timing . im off . zzzz

one more thing before i forget , alwyn's gone for NS (080906) .

ahh! die die die . in around 9 hours time i gonna have bible quiz competition . zzz . although it's like SUPER boring , hope can win lahh . if not very what lehh . sighh . all the best to me ?

P.S I didnt study . woo~

aight . another day wasted without studying again . man . this sucks totally . zzz . well , here goes .

woke up late today . 11+ if im not wrong ? omg . dunno why i slept like a pig . maybe i just didnt wanna wake up . lol . took my time and then prepared to leave for the library . ahh . study at last . WRONG . reached the interchange on time . like i normally am . =) yeah . jaar was late . waited for 30 mins and he still wasnt there . o.0 saw felicia , then chindee and jonathan . walked with them to the lib . waited awhile and jaar came .

ahh ~ study!! but i just got distracted and starting reading some book . zzz . after awhile . did some amaths questions and back to slackin . woo~ how nice . then jaar went to the toilet and on the way , he met chien may . coincidential ? dunno . met so many people . actually , its just that im a people magnet . lol . kidding .

then we met jyi too . woo . mugging there . amaths . i think thats the ONLY subject she studies lahh . wth . suddenly so hardwoking . luckly only for amaths . phew~ anyway , sharry came , mun wah came . saw bin hong too . dunno what he doing lor . he was around the health and fitness section ..... woo~ Muscles ? xD

did abit more amaths and viola . we left to tiong . well , only me, jaar, munwah and chindee though . ate at kopitiam and then balled at kimseng with jaar, chindee and louis . not long later , ling zhen and jun jie came too . wahh , fun . we played . felt so free , so stressless ( is there such a word ? o.0 ) . nothing was bothering me at all . how nice that feeling . if only it lasts...

later on , a group of adults came . around 30+ ? but still super fit . lol . played with them 4 v 4 . and omg lahh . they all so freaking tall and we like so small and young but they dont give chance ? woots . BULLY . heck . played on . thrashed totally . sigh~ got another cut on my right eye too . how nice . one of them crashed into me and the next thing , CUT . zzz . stupid . but , at least i managed to reject one of that tall dude's ball . wahaha . loser . im like so short . bleahs . anyway , still lost . the only thing i earned is a damn cut .

supposed to have another match . but they plainly forgotten bout us and so , we sat there for an hour like idiots before we made a move . but , everything was coming back . those probs , those sickening feeling . my mood become so damn low . sigh~ it lasted all the way home and even till now . this sucks .

i like staying out at night . everything just seems so quiet and peaceful . it aint hot or noisy . its just silent . everything seems so different . i feel more at ease . i feel much more calm . it seems as though everything just stopped for me . but it aint true . it still moves on . but that short lived time i have is something that i really enjoy . it's so much different from the everyday hectic schedule we have . that endless studying and stress ....

ahh~ help me . i still cant get those things out of my head and i still can do anything bout it . omg . save me please . oh , and i wasted another day today . how nice . tmr's already friday . hols are ending soon . isnt that fast ? how nice . back to school again . woo! bleahs . -.-

~life sucks

ah ? wednesday passed just like that . and you know what ? i didnt study AGAIN . and that means : homework not done . revision not done . studying not done . omg . i really wonder how am i gonna clear my Final Year Exams . sigh . i really need time management ? or maybe because i have distractions .....

hmm . woke up kinda late today . then wasted my whole day in front of the com playing games ? damn . you wanna know something hilarious ? i was bored so i played the games . and when i played them , i got even more bored o.0 zzzz . stupid logic but well , its true . sob . i just keep wasting my time in front of the com like some people do!! i'd rather do something else . but i just cant seem to touch the books . crap .

anyway , balled at kim seng CC around 4 . met KCD and louis there . but was abit hot and was kinda lazy to play so sat down all the way . boring what . 3 ppl . zzz . the after awhile . NPCC gang came . woots . just in time ? ah , whatever you call it . at least we manage to play .
damn fun . interesting . played center today lor . under the hoop . cause no one else could do it . you expect KCD to catch rebounds ? highly unlikely . so anyway , still interesting . at least its better then in front of the com . seriously .

played till around 8 . went great world for dinner with ling zhen . we sat down , and talked . talk talk talk before we starting eating . hmm . ling zhen . cheer up yah? i'm always available if you need a listening ear . hmm . after eating , accompanied him to the arcade . met louis and michael there . didnt play though . waste of money mahh . so watched lor . around 9 15 , went to macs to buy food for bro . went cold storage as michael needed to buy some stuffs and home i go . boring day ya ? zzzz . what can i do .

sigh~ i just cant stop thinking bout stuffs . i feel so stressed ? no wait . stress is NOT the right word to use . i just feel like exploding . lotsa things in my mind . i dont even know how to say it out . many things . roughly know what they are . sigh~ how ??? i just cant stop thinking bout them . sigh . havent been in a good mood cos of that . crap . i've no one to talk to . no one who really know bout my situation . get lost ..

~save me ..

damn . exams are nearing , hols are also ending . why cant i just bring myself to start studying ? is it really that difficult ? zzz . at this rate , there's no way im gonna make it for my final year exams . ahh . help me !

im gonna flunk all my subjects and this time , my CA aint gonna save me . shoot . why havent i been studying for the bottom half of the year . argh . well, i do make an effort to try , but it just doesnt work . i cant study alone . omg . help ?

sigh . im such an ass . sorry . that's all i can say bahh . i dunno what else i can do then . i dunno how to face you . zzz . sorry .

hmm . nothing much to say bah . just that , havent been in a good mood lately . ever since the hols started ? not sure ? zzz . sigh . bball is something that really lifts my mind off things but you know what ? i suck at it . woo~ its universal truth lahh deyy . o.0

aight . cya .


~just let me be