abandoned my blog for weeks. finally i dont feel lazy to type ? yeah yeah.

as usual, emo emo emo . nothing much to say huh ? but seriously, really been rather emo lately. on off on off. mostly it's happening but of course, no one knows. and that's a good thing. at least i dont let my mood affect others. it's mostly the cheery me you see around. fooling, monkey-ing around. that's the side of me that most people see. lala~ i can be a mediacorp actor alr. so proud of myself.

lotsa stuffs happen lately. stuffs bout studies, relationships, friends. problems surfaces and things get messy. problems that have no solutions, or problems that aint that easy to handle. everything goes out of hand and i cant cope. help ? no one answers my prayers. sigh. that's life huh ? studies wise, defintely not up to mark. everything's dropping. not paying attention during lessons. aint studying for tests and aint completing much homework. the worse part, ' O ' s coming real real soon . its like freaking round the corner. sos anyone ?

ah enough of emoing and crapping bout things that dont really matter. talk bout sth else. hmm , just had our master parade recently and woohoo~ i got promoted. =) kinda happy and all . yeah. but rank dont matter anyway. its a person's capabilities that really matter. talked to Ryan Tallulah bout stuffs and realise alot of things. he also thought me various stuffs and i hope i can put it into good use.

aight , thats all i have. ciao.

will things be right ?

will i have the chance ?

should i go for it ?

im confused.

why ?! why did i have to let that opportunity slip pass me ?! that golden chance , gone . probably not gonna happen again . ohwells , i aint that lucky anyway .


been very moody this few days . my mood just goes on and off . the very extremes to be exact . eversince by beloved communicating device left my side . =/ and i dunno whether its coming back soon or at least a mth later . zzz . crap .

i really hate EL and LIT periods . my mood just totally change whenever i see that next on my timetable . i've never detested attending a lesson so much before . why must this happen . its totally affecting the rest of the lessons too . sigh . the worse part is Os coming this year . hell , im dead .

and so much for my chem test . what's up with moles anyway?! wong wong had to test a freaking hard test that i didnt know hw to do . even some other unexpected ppl to me know hw to do it . and me ? BLANK . omg , freaking demoralising . that sucks . probably have to start paying attention in class again huh ?

oh oh oh . no mid year exams for us this year = i wont study to prelims = ITS TOO LATE . zzz . isnt it better having MYE ? better than having some crappy lessons which end up having students dozing off . well , personal perspective though .


side tracking , to those interested in taking part in NUS Biathlon , please take a look at this website and tell me ASAP . closing date on 11th of FEB . tell me before friday if possible . thanks . http://www.nusbiathlon07.com/

gotta go for now . ciao .