Wednesday, September 17, 2008
this is totally gonna be a random post in the middle of the night but oh wells. i like being random. haha ><


anyways, in life, there really isn't such thing as the BEST thing you can ever get. don't you all agree with it ? how sure are you that what you actually have is what you really much wanted ? what you normally have and feel contented with is normally the nxt best thing. man tends to look for alternatives to substitute what they cannot attain and then think that hey, this is actually better. but deep down inside, its actually not true. man just naturally force themselves to accept that as cold, hard concrete fact. thats just life.



things dont always work out the way they seems. people tend to think too much. or rather, some people tend to think too much into little minor things. minor little details and actions may seem very insignificant to one but they may mean alot to another. one must not underestimate how much these little things matter. for instance, a little insignificant action to one such as a lil card for one may actually be something really meaningful to the other party. or we look at things in another perspective. when one party does not do these particular minor stuffs to the other party, it actually affects them alot. so we shouldnt underestimate how much these things actually is to each and every individual person. it really MATTERS ALOT .


to some, taking a stroll by the beach, sitting down listening to music , looking at how the rain falls may be something that they can be very contented in doing. but it can actually be in fact, a waste of time to another. they prefer doing more vigorous stuffs as a form of enjoyment. but hey, every individual as different viewpoints in looking at things. its not right/fair to judge people just by that preference. man should learn to adapt.


jealousy is also a major part of a man's life. jealousy can cause friendships to sour, relationships to break apart, family bonds to vanish into thin air. jealousy can also cause people to turn from bad to good. however, jealousy can also cause ppl to work harder in a way that , they feel that they dont wanna lose out . it's a very subjective way to view it. but no matter waht, jealousy can always be kept in check and in place if one just knows how to. most of the time, jealousy occurs by the act of thinking to much into the little things that someone does. honestly, i feel that one shld just ignore or put on a mask to hide these feelings. block them away and shun them. perhaps this might make you feel better or something? well, it depends.


contentment is also something that people seek in life. man always finds things that makes them feel better, happier and more at ease. such forms of contenment varies from person to person. some prefers large scale items while a little thing can really make their day. its something that every person is always constantly for a look out for. perhaps tahts what life is ? perhaps this is all part of living ? or maybe its just the spur and motivation for us to carry on in life ? who knows .


okay. enough with this random rantings. im off.
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
lately, sleepless nights have been taking you over.
no matter how hard you try,
your eyes just refuses to close.
you lay still and silent on your bed.
staring at the cold blank ceiling.
thoughts starts filling up your head.
sad, joyful, remorse, happiness.
hurt, laughter, pain, contentment.
everything that happened thus far lays before you.
you take a look at how your life has been so far,
and realise, things have starting to piece out nicely.
you're amazed at how nice and perfect the pieces fit together.
" how could someone like me actually experience happiness ? "
that solemn thought runs through your mind.
you stop and pause for a moment,
and had the sudden realization.
" do i really derserve it ?"

" she definitely deserves much better than this "
Thats the final conclusion you had.

Before you know it, dawn is breaking.
climbing out of bed,
you think through bout the night before.
" is it too good to be through that she's actually right before me ? "
you leave your home and face the world with a mask,
a mask that hides what you really feel inside.
but whenever you see her, all these fades away.
nothing seems to be significant to you, nothing except her.
that feeling of being blessed.
love.
thats what it actually is.
but when you're all alone again,
you know you cant deceive yourself.
cause no matter what,
' she definitely deserves much better than this "
Monday, September 08, 2008
I Just Want You

There's something i gotta say to you,
But i'm so afraid of what you'll do.
ohh~

I'll just admit this to you now,
That i'm stuck on you like glue somehow.
ohh~

Don't wanna feel so cold inside,
I wanna feel the warmth that i feel with you all the time..
Surrounding me just like the wind.
Cause you're the one who makes me sing.

Help me find myself like how i found you, ohh~
I need you so we can live happily too, ohh~
I Just Want You..
I Just Want You..

I wanna go out with you tonight,
A picnic with candlelight.
I might just hold you tight.

Tell me you wanna be my queen,
If not it's okay, a princess seems just my type,
I promise i'll be there tonight.
I'll keep you warm in winter's white.
And in the summer, walks on beach sound nice.
I want you now to talk with on the phone for hours at a time.
Baby, i just want you to be mine all mine..

Help me find myself like how i found you, ohh~
I need you so we can live happily too, ohh~
I Just Want You..
I Just Want You..

I wanna be your valentine, your christmas wish, your pickup line.
I wanna be the one who knows about your friends and foes and the TV shows you love.
Look above the stars spell out your name with an exclamation point,
Cause at the end of the day, you're the one who makes me say..

Help me find myself like how i found you, ohh~
I need you so we can live happily too, ohh~
I Just Want You..
I Just Want You..

I Just Want You~
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