do you really wanna continue this ? or you wanna end it ? from what you've said so far it's though we're though .
Tuesday, October 31, 2006
you really enjoy doing this ? you think it's fun ? what happened to you . you're not you anymore . im tired of this . why must it always end off this way ? am i really that detestable ? it's not going to be any better if things carry on like that .
im a jerk . i know it .
im a jerk . i know it .
Friday, October 27, 2006
was practically rotting at home the whole day today . no ball T.T sad huh ? zzz .
was waiting for louis . he went to the docs . then the doc did acupuncture or sth . cant play . bleahs . sad for him . has MC for training tmr too . lucky bastard .
kcd , messaged him at arnd 330 . he told me he wasnt playing cos him mum would screw him due to his results . fine . called him later at 730 . he was outside having dinner after a session of LAN . so in other words . he was playing LAN when i messaged him . and he told me his mum that crap . what a great friend indeed .
i so wanna play ball!! anyone interested ? munwah ? jyi ? puayleng ? wilson ? anyone ? zzz . JIO ME HOR .
aight . so, BB's on tmr . damn siian . FULL UNIFORM . kao eh . got what NCO meeting . waste my time . i hate going for BB . i feel lonely . no one really care bout BB anyway . it makes me feel damn like , dont have the drive to do anything . look at the other CCAs . why cant these boys understand . FUCK .
anyway, im off . ciao .
was waiting for louis . he went to the docs . then the doc did acupuncture or sth . cant play . bleahs . sad for him . has MC for training tmr too . lucky bastard .
kcd , messaged him at arnd 330 . he told me he wasnt playing cos him mum would screw him due to his results . fine . called him later at 730 . he was outside having dinner after a session of LAN . so in other words . he was playing LAN when i messaged him . and he told me his mum that crap . what a great friend indeed .
i so wanna play ball!! anyone interested ? munwah ? jyi ? puayleng ? wilson ? anyone ? zzz . JIO ME HOR .
aight . so, BB's on tmr . damn siian . FULL UNIFORM . kao eh . got what NCO meeting . waste my time . i hate going for BB . i feel lonely . no one really care bout BB anyway . it makes me feel damn like , dont have the drive to do anything . look at the other CCAs . why cant these boys understand . FUCK .
anyway, im off . ciao .
Monday, October 16, 2006
sigh . im in low spirits now . and it's all my god damn results fault . oh man . i totally screwed this FTE up . sigh . should have studied harder . well , guess it's too late . no point crying over spilt milk . study hard for next year bahh .
what im really frustrated about is mainly my amaths and geog . wah lau . i flunked my amaths like no mother sia . zzz . my first failure for amaths . sigh~ damn disspointed lahh . cant i at least get a pass . it's like the only subject i fail also . zz . well , on including CA and all . still , same thing .
the other thing is the geog . fuck . paper 1 killed me TOTALLY . my god . it's like i got super low . i think lowest in class liao . champion to the max. 13/25 . how GREAT . if only i studied for that . IF . too many IFs ready . anyway , lucky my paper 2 saved me . 62/75 . phew . if you add both , viola , i get 75 . just nice A1 . but derek tan just had to take paper 1 as 30% and paper 2 as 70% . zz . so that means , i get 73 . how great . it makes so much diff . THANKS . o.0
aight . chem aint as bad as i imagined . 78 . lost to munwah by 0.4 though , dang . woo . SS was simply TYCO . i cant believe i get 36/50 for it lahh . omg . it's like i didnt finish the damn paper . woots . buy munwah had to get 38 . -.- crapp~~~ well , i cant really compare with him . he reall studied hard . not like me . shant mention why . dont wanna start blaming ppl . but some of you know ya ? lol .
emaths , fuck that subj . i just cant do well in it no matter what . maths , regardless A or E . im gonna study hard . i promise . i cant afford to get this kind of marks again . not after the blow from last year . no . history's not gonna repeat itself . PLEASE .
oh , and BIO . woots . thanks to someone i didnt really study . in fact , i DIDNT even study . fuck . it's a miracle i even passed . thanks munwah for teaching me bout that dialysis machine thingy . if not i'll probably flunk my bio too . heng sia~
tmr will be getting LIT and EL paper 1 i guess . hope i dont screw lit up too much . didnt study for that at all . cause i hate Macbeth . dumb book . i dont think it's in EL and they claim is OLDEN ENGLISH . zzz . screw the damn writer . cant he/she make things easier for us ? zzz . as for EL , aint too bad. paper 2 got 31/50 . hope paper 1 dont kill me again like geog . i have a feeling it will . didnt bother to end off my compo well . zzz . screw it .
enough of me bitching bout my results . haze is back! roar . that means that lesser bball . damn . i really looked forward to it before the monsoon rain comes . zz . please go away haze ? anyway , take care ppl .
going to Singapore Poly tmr . dunno for what pangsai . hey , at least 1110 can go off . woo . but dunno what to do after that . ball ? i dont mind . but no one to play with . and furthermore , the ball's gone once again . how nice . zzz . 2nd ball already . lmao .
aight . enough already . long enough ? xD
ciao .
what im really frustrated about is mainly my amaths and geog . wah lau . i flunked my amaths like no mother sia . zzz . my first failure for amaths . sigh~ damn disspointed lahh . cant i at least get a pass . it's like the only subject i fail also . zz . well , on including CA and all . still , same thing .
the other thing is the geog . fuck . paper 1 killed me TOTALLY . my god . it's like i got super low . i think lowest in class liao . champion to the max. 13/25 . how GREAT . if only i studied for that . IF . too many IFs ready . anyway , lucky my paper 2 saved me . 62/75 . phew . if you add both , viola , i get 75 . just nice A1 . but derek tan just had to take paper 1 as 30% and paper 2 as 70% . zz . so that means , i get 73 . how great . it makes so much diff . THANKS . o.0
aight . chem aint as bad as i imagined . 78 . lost to munwah by 0.4 though , dang . woo . SS was simply TYCO . i cant believe i get 36/50 for it lahh . omg . it's like i didnt finish the damn paper . woots . buy munwah had to get 38 . -.- crapp~~~ well , i cant really compare with him . he reall studied hard . not like me . shant mention why . dont wanna start blaming ppl . but some of you know ya ? lol .
emaths , fuck that subj . i just cant do well in it no matter what . maths , regardless A or E . im gonna study hard . i promise . i cant afford to get this kind of marks again . not after the blow from last year . no . history's not gonna repeat itself . PLEASE .
oh , and BIO . woots . thanks to someone i didnt really study . in fact , i DIDNT even study . fuck . it's a miracle i even passed . thanks munwah for teaching me bout that dialysis machine thingy . if not i'll probably flunk my bio too . heng sia~
tmr will be getting LIT and EL paper 1 i guess . hope i dont screw lit up too much . didnt study for that at all . cause i hate Macbeth . dumb book . i dont think it's in EL and they claim is OLDEN ENGLISH . zzz . screw the damn writer . cant he/she make things easier for us ? zzz . as for EL , aint too bad. paper 2 got 31/50 . hope paper 1 dont kill me again like geog . i have a feeling it will . didnt bother to end off my compo well . zzz . screw it .
enough of me bitching bout my results . haze is back! roar . that means that lesser bball . damn . i really looked forward to it before the monsoon rain comes . zz . please go away haze ? anyway , take care ppl .
going to Singapore Poly tmr . dunno for what pangsai . hey , at least 1110 can go off . woo . but dunno what to do after that . ball ? i dont mind . but no one to play with . and furthermore , the ball's gone once again . how nice . zzz . 2nd ball already . lmao .
aight . enough already . long enough ? xD
ciao .
Saturday, October 14, 2006
Thursday, October 12, 2006
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
w00 . i lagged the whole exam period . didnt blog . hey , at least it shows that im studying... NOT . lol . just too lazy .
aight . my exams finally ended with pure geog paper 1 . crap . and i lost 4 marks i think . zzz . shld have read the bloody question properly . damnit . amaths was a HUGE killer . trust me . im gonna fail . hopefull my midyear+CA helps me . Bio , good luck wor. why? someone didnt study .. lala~ not me .. lol . zzz . chemistry, paper 2.. ahh!! paper 2 sucked big time! SS , not enough time . emaths , err. since when was i good in emaths ? elec lit , anyhow bomb lor . EL , what did you know , it aint that difficult! ^^ chinese , i chiong through the paper, cause i was damn sleepy . lol . that's it i guess . i screwed this exam . omg . im so dead lor . hope i dont retain .
putting that aside , 2 days to play before i die on friday while checking the papers .
cya .
aight . my exams finally ended with pure geog paper 1 . crap . and i lost 4 marks i think . zzz . shld have read the bloody question properly . damnit . amaths was a HUGE killer . trust me . im gonna fail . hopefull my midyear+CA helps me . Bio , good luck wor. why? someone didnt study .. lala~ not me .. lol . zzz . chemistry, paper 2.. ahh!! paper 2 sucked big time! SS , not enough time . emaths , err. since when was i good in emaths ? elec lit , anyhow bomb lor . EL , what did you know , it aint that difficult! ^^ chinese , i chiong through the paper, cause i was damn sleepy . lol . that's it i guess . i screwed this exam . omg . im so dead lor . hope i dont retain .
putting that aside , 2 days to play before i die on friday while checking the papers .
cya .