Sunday, August 13, 2006
typical boring day . well , not that typical lahh . had first aid course what . lmao . how often you do that crap ? not very . cause its a complete waste of time . hmm . started the day off . woke up at 640 . bleahs . go bathe, eat , then use com . used the com till around err . 810 then i left home for tiong . as usual . met those people again . bleahs . hate that .

anyway, called janvin . that ass said he didnt feel like coming thus, dont wanna go lar. diao . its so dumb . he wasted his whole satuday , then in the end dont go for today's one which then he has to pay for the course fees . if he goes , its FREE . abit dimb huh ? typical clown lahh . so the dumb . and i can still remember that he was so enthu and was like keep wanting to come ? so much for that act .

hmm . went to dhoby ghaut . waited for some peeps and we walked to the red cross shit . woots . we are ON TIME . we supposed to be there by 930 . and guess what ? we reach there at 930! woots . -.- bleahs . alot of them were still not there lahh . heh . achievement . lol. well , we started off doing some practical shit on CPR . lmao . so fucking lame . did that dunno how many times . im like gonna have so many certs to prove im certified to give CPR ? woots . bleahs .

hmm . the instructor first tell us the procedures and then how to go about doing the actual thing . half way through his demo , Chio bu came! err . paisehh . forgot her name . only call her chio bu . among ourselves lahh . lol . dam hot can! omg . cant stand it . err .. ahem . okay . sidetracked . lmao . hmm . so upon completion of the demo , he started calling us 1 by 1 to come up to the front and do . i tell you , zao keng to the max! omg . i should have taken the front row instead of side . ahh!! EYE CANDY . woots . anyway . wasted lots of time doing the CPR thingy. when my turn hor , so suay can . dunno why he keep giving so many scenarios . bao ka liao . he keep saying like ' air does not go through ' ( choking ) then i have to do some shit , do CPR . then check for injuries , then the casualty had a injury . omg . its like no one got all bao ka liao . zz . asshole . lol .

after everyone tried , lunch time! woots. was like so fast . heh . cause it wasnt theory . lol . we had 1hr 30mins for lunch ! damn long lahh . we went carls jr for lunch . woo~ damn shiok. the burger was uber big. lmao . we ate finished in 30mins and spent the rest of the time in the damn arcade . lol . dont be mistaken . i didnt play. i WATCHED . heh . time flies , and we went back . on time again! lala~

we carried on with the damn dry stuff . THEORY . zz . hey , but what did ya know ? we had lotsa videos o watch today . wahaha . but damn gruesome . heh . but there was one uber funny scene . lmao . that damn casualty was drunked , had a deep cut on his forehead . they had to stitch that shit up . they put some thing over his face to cover it cept the wound . sew it up . during the process he was spouting lotsa nonsense like 'would you marry me ?' 'would you like to have an affair? ' . LMAO! then when they stiching was done , he was saying ' i cant see ! i cant see! ' . when the nurse removed it , hilarious! he said ' oh oh oh oh my god! i can see again! ' . WAHAHA . you must LISTEN and watch his actions . hhaa .

after those videos , DOCUMENTARY. snake bites mahh . so let us watch videos on snake . lol ? as if it makes a difference . lol . then some shit theory and we were released at errr . 530+ ? around there bahh . tooka bus home and viola . home sweet home at last . next sat is the freaking test . please dont fail, i dont wanna pay the money . T.T


hmm . putting that aside, i realised some things i didnt know happen . lots of things had already happen . im just so blind to even notice such stuff huh ? or is i because im just kept in the dark ? i think thats happening . bleahs . i honestly dont mind . i've gotten used to it anyway . no one really cares huh ? bleahs . whatever .

i'm just an irritating pest in search of some company . even when i think i found one , im afraid that i will be a nuisance to them . they may say im not . but hell , who really knows what they're really thinking . sigh . i'm just so unsecure huh ? i don't know who i can really trust anymore . sigh .

things arent getting better anywhere . not in my social circle , love life , studies etc. every single thing just starts to worsen day by day , second by second. what's up with this ? is God playing a fool with me ? aww , give me a break . thats enough . hmm . i really do not know what to do now . everything seems to be worsening . i dunno who i can find for help ? haixx . there are options but , its like i dunno if i should ? better not take that risk . i dont wanna lose a friend .

to add on to my ' wonderful ' life . my damn bro never seems to understand . he just plays and plays non stop . cant he tell when my dad's gonna blow his top ? darn it . continue like this and i've got to say sayonara to my net . sigh . and just because he cant play, he complains to my dad that i used till super late in the night . and then , im gonna get it from him . wth . that's total bullshit .

aight .. enough of that problem talk . no one bothers anyway . better go now . before my dad comes in and rails at me for something that i did not do . bleahs . nights . school's on tmr and i didnt even have a good weekend break to sleep in or rest . sigh . what a life ..

~lost cause

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