was practically rotting at home the whole day today . no ball T.T sad huh ? zzz .

was waiting for louis . he went to the docs . then the doc did acupuncture or sth . cant play . bleahs . sad for him . has MC for training tmr too . lucky bastard .

kcd , messaged him at arnd 330 . he told me he wasnt playing cos him mum would screw him due to his results . fine . called him later at 730 . he was outside having dinner after a session of LAN . so in other words . he was playing LAN when i messaged him . and he told me his mum that crap . what a great friend indeed .

i so wanna play ball!! anyone interested ? munwah ? jyi ? puayleng ? wilson ? anyone ? zzz . JIO ME HOR .

aight . so, BB's on tmr . damn siian . FULL UNIFORM . kao eh . got what NCO meeting . waste my time . i hate going for BB . i feel lonely . no one really care bout BB anyway . it makes me feel damn like , dont have the drive to do anything . look at the other CCAs . why cant these boys understand . FUCK .

anyway, im off . ciao .