abandoned my blog for weeks. finally i dont feel lazy to type ? yeah yeah.

as usual, emo emo emo . nothing much to say huh ? but seriously, really been rather emo lately. on off on off. mostly it's happening but of course, no one knows. and that's a good thing. at least i dont let my mood affect others. it's mostly the cheery me you see around. fooling, monkey-ing around. that's the side of me that most people see. lala~ i can be a mediacorp actor alr. so proud of myself.

lotsa stuffs happen lately. stuffs bout studies, relationships, friends. problems surfaces and things get messy. problems that have no solutions, or problems that aint that easy to handle. everything goes out of hand and i cant cope. help ? no one answers my prayers. sigh. that's life huh ? studies wise, defintely not up to mark. everything's dropping. not paying attention during lessons. aint studying for tests and aint completing much homework. the worse part, ' O ' s coming real real soon . its like freaking round the corner. sos anyone ?

ah enough of emoing and crapping bout things that dont really matter. talk bout sth else. hmm , just had our master parade recently and woohoo~ i got promoted. =) kinda happy and all . yeah. but rank dont matter anyway. its a person's capabilities that really matter. talked to Ryan Tallulah bout stuffs and realise alot of things. he also thought me various stuffs and i hope i can put it into good use.

aight , thats all i have. ciao.

will things be right ?

will i have the chance ?

should i go for it ?

im confused.