sometimes it hurts not knowing how much you care.
sometimes not knowing anything at all seems to be the best way out.
it hurts so bad when thing don't always work out the way it seems.
perhaps it's not destined.
perhaps fate does not allow us to be together.
what if we never knew each other at all ?
what if we are relocated to the ends of the Earth ?
will it allow us to let our hearts yearn for each other ?
or rather, will you even think of me at all.... ?

what if one day i happen to perish from the face of Earth.
will you cry cause you've lost a friend ?
or will you cry cause you'll never show how much you care ?
if the world were to come to an end real soon,
what will be the last few things you would wanna do ?
will i be part of it ?
or will i just be casted away into the bin and never to return again ?
will i even mean anything... ?

what if we were in a room and i start to walk out of the door.
will you let my back be the last thing you see ?
or will you pull me back and tell me how much i mean to you ?
perhaps i might just walk out of your life
never to look back, never to cry.
will you even seek for me at all?
or just accept fact and forget us all... ?

maybe one day we'll meet up again.
not with a smile, but with major heartaches.
but deep down inside, there's an urge to know.
how you felt about me then and perhaps even now.
was there a place left for me ?
what if i had just perservered on,
will there be a happy ending?
or just another heartbreaking moment.... ?

slowly but surely, my heart starts to wonder.
slowly but surely, it starts to beat faster.
is it due to your presence around me ?
or is it due to the the awkwardness we face?
sometimes i really wish to hold you in my arms.
to shield your from darkness,
to shield you from harm.
but much as i know that it's not gonna happen,
im always hoping for a small sign,
just a little sign that will give me the strength and resolve to pull through whatever...